about that night
you dont have a clue do you
why i was crying
what i was trying to tell you
ive never been like that
never broke down infront of you
but i couldnt help
the momment my eyes set on you
just your preseance i dont know why
thoughts keep running through my mind
but seeing you there
just broke me in two
i couldnt hold inside anymore
not from you
but i ran away trying to hide my ugly face
and you came
you really did
to see what was wrong to hold me
at least i think
so i thought hey here's my chance
and through all the tears
i gave it a chance
i cryed and i babbled
but inbetween
all there was meaning
there was feeling
it was all coming out
so you held me
told me to breath
i thought you was a god
for being there for me
but now i realise
now i see
you was out there only for some sort of duty to me
you werent listening to anything i tried to say
you made false promises
that you broke the very next day
so really when i think about it all
the sorry mess i was on the floor
none of it meant anything
not a thing
you didnt really want to know what i think
you couldn't care why i was there
curled up on the floor crying never trying
to pull myself togeather
because i couldn't i was broke
for that night
i couldn't be fixed
and i know you tried
well i thought you did
but all that time it really meant nothing
everything you said
so leave me alone now
to think about that night
realise how stupid i was
to think that you just might
care enough to listen to me
just for 5 seconds of my disspear
so now im not sure where we stand
just stay away
cause i cant stand to look at you
anymore
to see those eyes that looked at me that night
and meant nothing
not one single thing