Thinking
Seconds will go by
Minutes will go by
Hours will go by
Days will go by
Weeks will go by
Months will go by
And I will get used to waiting
Seconds I will think of you
Minutes I will think of you
Hours I will think of you
Days I will think of you
Weeks I will think of you
Months I will think of you
And I get used to thinking
Maybe it’s an act,
Maybe it’s a lie,
But I’m not sure I will get used to everything
I’m not sure that I will think it’s okay
I think I will be crying when you are back
I think I will be hoping you to say nothing
I think I will be ignoring you, in hope you will be ignoring me
I think I will be wanting you back…
It’s stupid and outrageous
It’s crazy and certainly not normal
It’s not my style and not yours
It’s not what I want and especially not what you want
I think I will be cold as ice
So I can let you feel, what I have felt
I think I will be strong and a kind of bitch
So you know you are wrong
I think I have to stop thinking
I think I have to do things
I think I have to handle
I think I have to be myself