Scared to love... I guess..!

That night…
You and I…
It was allright...
I wonder why...

In the car...
You kissed me...
My thoths where far.
you showed me...

You where sweet...
And you putted your arm around me...
You listend to my heart beat..
And you touched me...

you held me close...
and you looked at me...
you kissed my nose...
and made me see...

that it was okay...
you didn’t thoth of only one thing..
so there was a other way...
and then there happend something...

i started to like you...
and that wasn’t my plan...
did you like me too?
Oh- God what a men...

Now i wonder...
Do you like me too?
Do i bother..
Anything to you???

Show me again what you showed me that nigh...
I liked it really i did...
It felt good and allright...
Just give me a litlle bit...

I don’t know what to feel...
cause my heart of steel..
doesnt know if this is real..
so i gotta feel...
and i gat to know...
so you have to show..
what you want from me...
cause i can’t clearly see...
i cant think clear...
speacialy not when you near...
i don’t know..
so just show...
make it clear to see..
than its easyer for me...
i just dont want to fall in love whit you..
and that is totally true..
not because of you...
but i dont know what to do...
pff. This poem is so unclear...
but i understand what i just wrote here...
i will clear it up...
because i have to stop...

i dont want to fall in love..
not with you or anyone
i don’t belive in that stuff..
so i stay allways on the run...

maybe thats stuppid..
and or my thoths not right..
but i cant help it...
.........so i have to fight..

against the love inside of me..
cause it may not come out...
somday i have to let if free..
and than the love will shout...

to be loved..and to give love..
to open my heart...
but now i think it’s so ruff..
but later I will make a new start...!