i call you an illusion,
because you are one.
but i can't keep dreaming
and hoping this time it will be different,
because it won't.
i'm not too blind to see it,
i'm only too scared to believe it.
i hope one day
i can see the illusion
and hold it close.
but what if i wake up again
or my worst fear becomes a truth
what if the illusion is just fake..