I've been roaming
to find myself
I've wandered in the cage of despair
In pain
I'm still waiting for you

I can't go back
no place to go back to
I've drowned my past in gry
no one will ever know happened to me
to you
ran away from you
without a word
my cage of silence

through my eyes
time goes by
like tears

all my heart
all my pain
the scream deep down inside
calls me from within

i still hear your voice
i still hear your words
embraced in insanity

i cannot start to live
i cannot end my life
keep on crying
keep on bleeding
i close my eyes
dry my tears

I can't draw a picture of yesterday
so i paint my heart with blood
i want to feel me live again
outside of my mind
i run to freedom

but i can't
i can't let my heart
kill myself
still...
i haven't found what i was looking for
roaming in silence
my cage of despair