I finally realise how it goes
You first let me believe you love me
And then you let me fall
You first enjoy rulin' my life
You enjoy knowing
That you are it all

And then I begin' to love you
I give my everything, I give my heart
You let me know you love me
And then you take your chance
And tear me all apart

Having the feeling you are important
I believe that it must feel good
Really, I'm seeing trough it all
But I never really understood ..

Why is it so important to be that special
Why do you love to feel needed
How come that the pain I feel
Is the only thing
That makes you feel feeded

Play on, player
I don't care anymore
This is my last poem
I give it up, all
This was my last mistake
The last ..
Before I fall

I don't care
I don't give a damn
Can no longer stand
I give up ..

*just fuck it all .. who cares anyway ..
Wether I'm drunk or not .. who cares ..
I'm givin' up .. but wo cares
There's no one who really cares .. *