No controle

I’m Wonderd by your smile
Caus you smiled at me
It seemed like an eternity
For I reach your eyes
But did you reached mine?..


Automne leafs fall down
upon my face I feel the cold winterdays
snow on my skin that has fallen down
brings me on the ground
I keep on starring at the sky


The little diamnond up there
tell a story
They make you fly
Fly into a world of dreams
Of escape..
They became reality

In my ocean of pillows
I woke up and turned again
Thinking this story I’m in is to unreal
To end ..


Doubts are crossing my mind
Thinking:
Could it go wrong this time?
Could words kill make my heart stop beating?
Or do I feel the power to survive..


it seems to be the hardest thing
find out what it means to me
caus people driving me crzay
strong I will
cause you keep on denying
butterfly’s have almost won my battle
didn’t want it to happen..
but I met you..