I’ve been a bad girl
For so long..
Didn’t know how to change
And what went wrong..
Mom is crying at the end of my bed..
Wondering what she did wrong..
Her little girl became an alcoholic,,
And using drugs on the street..
I’m so sorry mom..
You had to find me like this..
I couldn’t walk or talk..
There was just to much drugs in my body..
It’s not your fault..
I've been down every road..
I've made so much bad choices..
As you know..
Seems like I got this whole world
Cradled in my hand..
It's just like me not to understand..
I don’t know what people are hating me for..
I know that girl has hurt you
Much more than she hurt me..
I have the mark on my leg
But you’ve got it on your heart..
I don’t want to make a mess of our lives again..
It’s been so hard..
But I’ve found my way out..
I’m clean for three months now mom
I know you’re proud of me..
And maybe some day I’ll forgive daddy
For what he has done..
But now I just want to get my life back straight..
Don’t forget..
I can only do that with you by my side..
Thank you..