Dreaming my life

Lying down on a bed of everlasting pain
Captured in frozen moments of fear
Waiting for my mind to leave me
guessing why my soul still wanders here

Discovering a world I never saw before
A world of sadness and regret
Forced to die over and over again
Waiting for the burning sun to set

Watching over fields of blood coloured flowers
Breathing polluted air full of dust
Dreaming away on my clouds of imagination
To a painless world that satisfies my lusts

Closing my eyes to fade away in nothingness
Dreaming my life instead of living my dreams
Dark thoughts crawling over my body
Multiplying thousands of hollow screams