* Out off my heart *

My thoughts are bottled up, I can't control my crying.
And my whole world was shattered when I realized you were lying.

Yet all I seem to think about is how we fell apart.
And now I'm sad to have to say you're no more in my heart.
But even as I go back and uncover all your lies,
It only seems the thought I see, are your perfect deep brown eyes.

A love so deep and sensuous, I tried to make it last.
And no matter how I wish I could, I can't control the past.

As twisted as this may sound, I just tried to close my eyes.
Wishing that deep down inside, your words weren't just a bunch of lies.
But then I had to open them and listen to what my mind was saying.
But I had waited too long, it was too late, and now my heart is paying.