Lay your head down
Blow the dust of your heart
Wish away every mistake you made
They’d only crash souls apart
You need to forgive yourself
Before others can do the same
Live your life like it's meant to be
And for once forget about the blame
Tried to put my sorrow beside me
Collapsing put still pretending
Replacing the emptiness with a smile
Live beyond what’s never-ending
I’ll let the bad slip away
Walk between all the lies
I’ll live my life in another way
Even though my heart still cries
Telling the truth takes so much pain
And I'm better of with smiling it away
So please don't look behind the mask
Please don't leave me here astray
Let me close my heart
Don't try to look through my soul
Leave me with my faked smile
It's the only thing that makes me feel whole
The misery that has been shining upon me
Reflecting what I have become
Making me face what I didn’t dare to see
Guess the path we took wasn’t the right one
But I can't push my heart aside
Have to make right whatever went wrong
I can't ever let you think I failed
Want you to believe that this is where I belong
Although I know I'd be better off somewhere else
I keep faking, doing everything I can
You will never see me crashing before your eyes
I won't fail in front of your eyes again
You’ll never know where I’m up against
You’ll never know who i am
These words should have been the last I wrote in my life time
My last memory should have been the vision of heaven
Life never was and never will be mine
These words should have been goodbye
The words should have been the end
Maybe the end is scaring me
Though I don't want to admit to you
I always wanted to make it on my own
But I dó need you to pull me through
I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna be the only one
I don't always want to deny what I feel
I don't want all this pain to be for real ..
*Written By °BrokenSmile° And Me*