Sometimes I wondered
why am I alive
to feel
to see
to speak
to cause
nothng but pain
sorrow and endless regret
forced to be
not alive
but not yet willing to give up
living,going on,living,crying,screaming
without hope
without faith
Just being a stranger
a visitor
but not ... to be
saying things I don't want to
thinking thoughts who don't seems to be mine
hurting myself
and enjoying the pain
and about us
well,mayby we were not meant to be
Why can't anyone see me
screaming,yelling,hoping
I got lost inside me
in the dark
and I'm all alone
Please
tell those voices to shut up
slowly I am dying
maybe I just was not meant to be
...