I know I can
but I think I can't
just can't go on
living like this
life is so hard
dreams won't be made alive

Maybe, if I will keep dreaming
someday
everything will be allright
I will be happy
no more tears to cry
no more feelings to hide
just smile...

no masks on my face
no smile
when I don't really mean it
no people around me
pretending that they care
cause only my true friends
will be there

where can I have all this
where can I be happy?
cause I know almost everyone is
but they're happy in this place
and that I can't

I need to be happy
but it will be somewhere else
maybe heaven,
maybe hell
maybe I just don't belong
between all these people..

maybe I don't have a right to speak
or a right to living
maybe I don't have any right
cause I don't really excist
well, not for others
cause I know
I'm here..

and even if no one will notice me
they will
when I dissapear....