Now you told me it wasn't a real kiss..
It was just a kiss at her cheek..
But.. If that pictures are not from then..
From when are these pictures than..??
Yesterday.. I had a kind of fight with one of my best friends.. And a fight with my mom..
I said everybody hates me.. Because I feel that way..
Now I'm gonna be crazy..
A friend says: Forget her.. Ignore her..
But I can't..
Everybody will say that I have to ignore her..
But I Can't!!
Now.. I'm not the only one who is gonna be crazy from it..
You too..
You hate the fight between me and her..
But if she would stop.. then there is nothing wrong..
It's just... She wants to destroy my life..
And her plan is working..
She is destroying my life..
I don't want this anymore..
But I don't want to lose you either..
So all I can do is:..... Nothing:S
So maybe when I'm really crazy.. I will kill myself..
And that time is coming closer.....
I don't know how much longer I can keep it up..
Maybe I will kill myself tomorrow..
Or maybe I will never kill myself..
I don't know it anymore.. :S