I’m not the smiling girl anymore I used to be...
People had high expectations..
To disagree wasn’t a choice I could take
Leaving or standing out there all alone..
Never I thought about
My own feelings weren’t important..
Now I’d grow older, I know better...
I’m not the smiling girl anymore..
So many reasons are the cause
But I’m not strong enough to get one word spoken..
I learned to take a step away from my life..
My loneliness had been hiding for so many years...
I used to laugh whenever they told me to.
Moving on I should do
But my history won’t let me...
Hour after hour my heart is crying
Tears of sadness and loneliness..