my heart in state of decay
my blossom flew far away
i'm all alone everything is gone
look and see what i've done

a silent but painfull scream
all what's left behind is a broken dream
i am alive but i do not feel
i'm afraid cause this is real

lost in a web full of rage
please let me turn the other page
were is the end is there a way out
i hate myself i'm not proud

black tears are sealing my eyes
i'm crying and start to realize
that nobody want's me to be here
it's obvious it's very clear

gloomy memories stuck in my soul
now i've lost you i don't feel whole
with these nightmare's i can not sleep
so i only have pictures that i can keep

dark roses keep me companie when i'm not doing so swell
i'm nothing i do not have anything important to tell
just let me die in this rotten hidden place
cause i'm living in my own little world of disgrace