passings of time...

once again a night passes,
and i sit here all alone,
once again a day has passed,
where i had no one but my own,

once again a night passes,
on which i feel lonely,
once again a day has passed,
on which i whore a mask so no one will see,

all this pain inside of me,
all these unwanted feelings,
or even the fact that i would rather not even be,

this depression will be my end,
i am about to crack,
so much letters left unsend,
so i give myself another smack,

i feel so sad i want to break another promise i made,
but i mustnt do that,
why cant all these memories just fade,
all these thoughts make me sad...

one more night will pass by,
and i will sit here all alone,
one more day will come along,
where i'll have no one but my own,

one more night will pass by,
on which i will feel lonely,
one more day will come along,
on which i will wear a mask so no one will see..

what will happen next....

~theedoekje~