Don't whant to live your life anymore.
It's destroying me, I know for sure.
But I lived it already to long.
Mom listen to me It's wrong.
But now It's already years to late.
And I'm what you have made.
Don't whant to live just so I can help cleaning your house.
Ore being your nanny at any time you wish.
Once I was just to young for al doing this.
You tooked away from me, my childhood years.
That pain just cost me so many tears.
Letting me live a big part of your life.
It has damaged me and left scarse on my hart and soul,just like a sharp knife.
Signed for live In you unconscious mind.
But now there's no a real chilhood that I've let behind.
No I'm eighteen.
But it feels the same like I always have been.
Nothing new.
Still you expect that I've always got time to take care.
Expecting I'm always there.
So you can do your thing.
You lived my live till today.
But mom believe me this is sutch a wrong way.
You make your live mine without a shame.
But still I can't blame.
Can't be mad.
I only feel just so sad.
And now without asking from you.
I automatic clean the house and take care of your child,
just like you wished me to do.
It's hard an not fair.
And still I'm for you always there.
Never realy was a child, you just don't let me to.
But I'm sick of the things that you let me to do.
When can I live my own live.
When do you put out that knife.
Cause now with the tears in my eyes.
I'm beggin you stop let me living this both lives