Tears..

I feel tears running over my face
But I don’t know why I’m crying
Tears who tell me a story
But I don’t hear what they say..

I want to hear them but I can’t
And I don’t know why
I don’t want to cry but I feel my tears running over my face
It doesn't matter how hard I try I'm still crying..

Am I crying because of you?
Or because the fights with my parents?
Because I hate myself and the world?
Please let me hear the tears which are running over my face..

I’m thinking why I’m crying but I don’t know
Thinking what I did wrong but I don’t know
Thinking there is someone who is angry about me but I don’t know who
That’s the problem I really don’t know why I’m crying..

An hour passed by and I’m still crying
And like it’s not hard enough I still don’t know why
I want to stop crying but I can’t
I want to smile but I can’t..

It doesn’t matter how hard I want to stop crying
How hard I want to smile
I am still crying
Crying about something that even I don’t know what it is..

Why don’t I understand myself?
Why don’t I understand my tears?
Is there someone who does understand that?
Someone who can help me?

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