I don’t know what to do
The same thoughts
They keep on spinning in my mind
Over and over again
I’m losing it day by day
I feel hopeless
I wish I just knew
How to handle my thoughts
Right now I’m torturing you
And I’m torturing me
It just drives me crazy
I can’t do this anymore
How much longer
Am I gonna live this way
I’ve got to do someting
To make the pain go away
I’m pushing you out of my life
And I don’t even realise it
I don’t want to lose you
Because I care about you too much
But lately I’ve giving you a really hard time
I just think you don’t realise that I want you so badly
Or maybe this is your way of saying to get out of your life
You don’t want me and our friendship is over
I’ve been thinking about “us” a lot these days
How it all started
And how I’m going to make an end of it
I will let you go
That is the only thing I can do
To maybe get your friendship back like it used to be
This feeling is relieving
Though I’m gonna miss you
Every second and every day
But I’ll remember the good things
And I’ll forget the bad
I hope you’ll do the same thing
Please remember me as the girl
Who really wanted the best for you
I hope you wanted that for me too
Now the end is near
And I’ve got to say goodbye
But remember I will always be there for you