Heaven

Many troubles can make a lot of pain,
That’s how I feel now... painful.
I’d have lied to people I love,
So I’ve asked myself,
Why should I go on with my life.
There’s a better place beyond the door,
Without any of the pain I feel now.
Only a good friend can help me.
I’m sure only you can get me through this.
And please don’t be mad at me.
I’ve punished myself already.
I don’t need you to tell me I was wrong.
People make mistakes,
But this fault of me caused a lot of pain.
And I feel so guilty.
Everything seems to go wrong in my life now.
But you’re my best friend and if you want to listen
to me, I’m sure, these black thoughts will go away.
And later, when my time has come, I’ll go to that place.
That peacefull place, a place without hate and fights.
A place without lies, a place full of love,
A place... called HEAVEN.