Dry my trace of tears
And I'd still keep on crying
Stop my wounds from bleeding
And I'd still keep on dying

Turn every string of fear into hope
And I'd still be scared of life
Make every scar of mine a memory
And I'd still love the knife

Force the light to shine my way
And I'd still feel the darkness
Turn every enemy into a friend
And I'd still be trapped in loneliness

The moon will never light up my face
Forever caught in endless pain
Promissing I'm doing fine
While it's slowly driving me insane

Voices in my head, scars on my wrists
Not knowing what to do anymore
Only thinking of how nice dying would be
Just to close life's door

Nevermore I'll feel again
Forevermore I'll be broken
And you'll never know how I'm feeling
Cause words will always be left unspoken

Didn't you see it? Cause I did, and I felt it
How Death got closer and took my hand
Told me to keep it quiet to you
Cause you would never understand

Death spoke to me, told me what I wanted to hear
That if it all got too much, I would never have to fear
Death would be there, to hold my hand and take me away
The only one thing I could hang on to ..
That would never leave me astray

And every night I break down and cry again
It would be so easy, to just let go and float away
But no matter how much it hurts to be here
I could never leave while you'd have to stay