Everyday
Everyday she walks trough the rain watching her life fall apart
Everyday she has to face more pain, more sadness , more tears
She can’t handle it anymore
So she lies…..
Screaming, bleeding and crying on the cold floor
Asking herself what she is still doing here
Everyday she has to see what lies behind her eyes
It’s the source of all the scars on her soul…
But also on her body….
Everyday she lives with a mask,
A mask that everyone wants to see
She is becoming so afraid of showing her real her
That she even hides from herself.
Everyday she desires to die
And everyday she dies bit by bit,
In her hart, in her mind
Till one day, everything faded away
Everyday……
suicide dream ==> frozen butterfly