looking in the mirror
feeling the hate rise inside of me
wondering if it is really me who I see
knowing that it isn't the right face

I've tried on
so many faces
so many masks
but I haven't found one
which really fits me

it's hard living between lies
it's hard smiling when you don't mean it
cause that's happening to often lately

people won't leave me alone
until they finally get it
just don't talk
cause I don't want you too

that's been the story
up until now
cause I have found a new way
of looking at it all
somehow

I'm so happy
can't stop smiling all day
seems so untrue
but it isn't
it's coming all from the heart

never been so happy
never knowing a true smile
a smile which is meant
but now I know
I learnt it
by being with you....