"I wake up and ask myself;
Would today be any better?"
Every day is just the same,
I wake, and wonder if breathing would hurt
I scream to be unheard again
And try to live for what it's worth
Every day is just the same,
Being me will never get less hard
I try to hide, and I fake my smiles
To just end up with a shattered heart
Today is just the same as yesterday,
I tried to smile, and broke down in tears
Tried not to cut, and watched myself bleed
Tried to be happy, and gave into my fears
For I will never find, what I truly need
Never will I feel the sun shining
Nor will the rain cover my crying
Forever I'll be cursed with this pain
To be every day just softly dying
So again, forever will just be lying
Trough every ‘truth’ beyond my sorrow
And today my mind tells me, if I’ll feel like dying
I’ll feel just the same way tomorrow
And even if I’ll cut the scars again wide open
Wishing this time they would really heal
All my dreams and hopes will again be shattered
To turn all my nightmares back into real
So I start running
But never ever will I find places to hide
Only in my own made shadows
In this darkness by my side
* Written By °BrokenSmile° And Me *