Whilst i'm in pain

I waited in deafening silence for this agony
Now I got your answer after all this time
Finaly found out how much you really care
Now I know what I'm about to do
You know it to, but you don't want me to go through
But who are you to say what i'm suposed to do
Your just someone I thought I knew
I hope this reaches you in time
before it's too late and I commit my crime
You don't know how I feel, none of you do
But you will know what i'm about to go through
you'll be sorry for this agony in time
But for now i'll just stay and see thi pain through
Still you betrayed me and that's unforgivable
So i'll see what I can do with that
You can't see my pain you can't breath my hate
You'd die if you would, but for that it's to late
I know my way, I know my fate
Hopefully this WILL be

The End