Inner voice
Will my life stay like this
Always in doubt weather or not to eat
Making excuses everywhere
"No I can't eat that meat"
"I already ate"
Excuses leaving my mouth on a high rate
It's always true
So people don't have a clue
Of this voice talking inside my head
"Maybe some day you will get fat"
I'm not sure if I will always hear this voice
Leaving me with no choice
Than choosing to ignore it
But by ignoring the anorexia
It doesn't disappear
For me it leads to paranoia
Leaving me with fear
To quit eating after so long
No longer being able to be strong
If I get get help for my eating disorder
Will the voice disappear?
Or leave me on the border
With anorexia always near..
Always in doubt weather or not to eat
Making excuses everywhere
"No I can't eat that meat"
"I already ate"
Excuses leaving my mouth on a high rate
It's always true
So people don't have a clue
Of this voice talking inside my head
"Maybe some day you will get fat"
I'm not sure if I will always hear this voice
Leaving me with no choice
Than choosing to ignore it
But by ignoring the anorexia
It doesn't disappear
For me it leads to paranoia
Leaving me with fear
To quit eating after so long
No longer being able to be strong
If I get get help for my eating disorder
Will the voice disappear?
Or leave me on the border
With anorexia always near..
Reacties op dit gedicht
| **a girl**: | Zaterdag, september 24, 2005 19:58 |
| wow, erg mooi geschreven en zo herkenbaar... Je moet hulp zoeken en erover praten, zo kan je proberen die stem te verslaan, laat hem je niet onder krijgen hé! veel, veel sterkte, je komt er wel! liefs Amina |
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| Auteur: Broken Rose | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: Sheena | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 22 september 2005 | ||
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