Waiting for a minute
Just to see them walk you by
Never noticed what they did
They let you cry..

But you don't care
You just go on with pretending
Cause no one would notice
All the lies your sending

And you had enough of it
Cause you can't pretend all your life
You are pretending already for so long
You started pretending when you're five!

And I wish I could help you
But I know I can't help
You're doing it fine on your own
You had to do it by yourself..

And even if I had helped you
It doesn't make a different anymore
Cause I can't help you
I tried so many times before

And I know you didn't want to leave
But you didn't saw an other choice
I wished it wasn't true
But you'd listen to that voice

To that voice inside of you
Who tells you just to go away
And it let you believe it's better
It would be better that way...

But it didn't! and it never would!
Cause I still miss you
Now you're gone, I miss you even more
And you know I do...

I tried so hard to let you believe
Life could become good
But you knew I'd problems too
And so you'd missunderstood

You thought I tried to say
I would go too
But I thought you knew I wouldn't
I never do..

I never gave up my life
Althought it was that damn hard
I couldn't leave it
Cause missery is just one part

I believe in a wonder
I believe I could touche the flame
And wake up from missery
And never have to shame

I've lost my fear
Just for you, I lost my fear
Cause I want to try
Althought there's always a tear

I know I won't stop crying
Not above your grave
Cause I want to remember you
You, who's forever save

And althought everyone cried at you funeral
I was the only one who mended it
Cause I was the only one
Who understood your shit!

And now I'm living for us both
Just to let them see
What it is to be us
What they never would be!

And even if there's one little girl
Or a boy who said it's true
My mission would be complete
Cause I know they do!!

And I would be gone too
Just because my life is ending
And don't you worry about me
Finally I can stop with my pretending

And I would be with you again
After peace is found
After that, I'm going to you
I'm going under ground...


Cause,, I want to let them know
What it was to be us
Just letting them learn us both
Why we couldn't live without a fuss

Why we couldn't live without pain
Why we couldn't live without tears
Why we couldn't live without getting insane...
Without our own tears...