My story.... to you

Okay,
First, I didn't want to hear
I just wanted to hear the things, that I loved
I just wanted to look in your eyes
And to go to a place somewhere far
far away from all my pain
But when I look at it now
it makes me insane
That I did so many foolish stuff
I know, I'm the one to blame

Today, I really have listened to you
You haven't talked to me yet
but this time
I heared you screaming 
       "I want to be with you
         But just to be friends
           I don't want to leave you
            But it will happen, if this shit doesn't end"
Now it's clear to me an listen
U have to know with all the things you do
You don't give me false hope
... anymore
Can you see it in my eyes this time
That this is the point, I understand
And that's not the particular kind of love I meant
(Yeah, I know you understand me..)
Can we just imagine, that this happening
just brings us closer
and we will forget the stupid talk
No, not forget, it can't
But we learn, 'cause
The last thing I would want
Is that you don't get what you earn

so can we just start over
(not from the beginning, it's too far away)
Being homeyz for life
And you can be to me
who you really are
"I really do,
     'cause our friendship will survive"
Take the time you need
I aint gonna push you anymore
I will let you lead
I will follow you
to the room at our door
at the door where our future begins
I'm there for ya too , ya know
I think we can close this point now
'cause you know
deep
That I'm your friend
and that I'll always be
The love that I want to give You
Is the love, You've learned to me
and it's much more deeper than "love love"
I told you, it goes deeper Than the sea
Don't You stay at a distance anymore
'cause you know...

     "Jij was die ene persoon in mijn leven, die de kracht had, om mijn                         ziel weer te laten leven..."

(Let's make an end at this bullshit??)