staring at my life
seeing it all pass by
real fast
with no way back
makes me wonder
why was my life like hell?
why didn't anyone heard my cry for help?

guess they just didn't want to hear
or were afraid to see
howfar I had come this time

but everytime I wanted to make an end
I just didn't went far enough
maybe I'm to weak
to really quit my life
to say goodbye to all people
and leave them all in tears

they just wouldn't understand
how I feel inside
why I hurt myself
and why I'm like this

they won't ever understand me
me or my feelings
no I'm only searching for one thing
that will help me through these times
trough all my struggles
my worries and my pain

but if that someone won't appear quick
it will be too late
and my struggles have won this fight
I guess this is my last chance
of showing what I'm worth
so If I will be alone
I won't make my last battle..
I won't make it at all...