ii'm sorriie
I'm sorry for being so disappointing or unable to be what you wanted,
I'm sorry for being alive and for not doing anything right,
I'm sorry for everytime I lied,
I'm sorry you gave me life,
I'm sorry for not being someone to be proud of
and for not showing enough love,
I'm sorry for all the times I couldn't make you smile,
I'm sorry i'm not worth your wile,
I'm sorry for all the times I might have caused you pain,
and for all the things I can't gain,
I'm sorry I'm not stable enough
and that I caused your life to be so rough,
I'm sorry I couldn't make you proud
and all the times I didn't shout out loud,
I'm sorry you couldn't recognize my cries for help
and that you couldn't just tell,
I'm sorry I can't figure out what's wrong with me
and for all the scars you had to see,
I'm sorry that it appears I'm crazy
and for all the imes I was just too lazy,
I'm sorry I couldn't be so nice
and for all the things I did wrong twice,
I'm sorry for all the times I cut myself,
I'm sorry you can't afford to find me help,
I'm sorry I can't be the type of daughter your sisters have
and that i'm not half of that,
I'm sorry for all the things I couldn't give you,
I'm sorry for never being able to say "I love you too"
I'm sorry i'm not as strong as my brother,
but all I ever wanted was a caring mother.
I'm sorry for all my tears
and never telling you my fears,
I'm sorry I can't change who I am
and that I did it again,
I'm sorry my mind is so dark,
I'm sorry if I took it too far,
I'm sorry for all the times I overheard...
"She could never give me the world"
But what i'm sorry for the most is, not a lie,
not being able to hear the excuse you make the day I die .