Anywhere
Im lost in my thoughts,
they became to dark
Can't see a light,
I just see a mark
A mark of a scar that never was healed,
a scar you gave me but never revealed
Talking won't help me,
crying, I did
I'm gone to far anyway
I'm lost in this shit
Alone in my room,
thinkin about you
and the way you hurted me
The things you put me through,
but also to think about how to get back
Not to the way it was ,
I gave up on that track
But how to get back at you,
I want you to feel
Like I felt back then,
praying it wasn't real
So I pick up a gun ,
and put it away
knowing I can kill
I dont wanna stay,
in this world where I can
while I know it's wrong
I should have realised that all along,
now I do see a light
It's small but its there,
so I open the door
and walk out to anywhere