found my soul..
I know I smile
I know it looks like I'm ok
But look at my shadow
He feels the pain
He is the one who's sad
He is the one who cries
Not me,
I'm smiling
I feel ok
But look at my shadow..
That's the real me
I found myself
I can see it
But I can't get it
He is far away
But so close
He doesn't want to come back
He wants to go
He is always running away
But not to far
I can always see him
But never get him
I want him
I need him
To stay here
Just to feel anything
I feel empty
I feel lost
Lost in a world full of hate
Lost in my own body
He's just standing there
Always running from me
And if I wanna run
He follows me
If I wanna be alone
He is there
He's always there
But he is never with me
He is at me
Not with me
I need him with me
I need him to control myself
I need him to live
To be happy
But he doesn't want to be me
He wants his own life
He want to feel free
He want to be free
I hate him
I hate him for leaving me
He was never with me
He just where at me
He can be free
But he has to wait
Wait for me
For me to go
To take the train to heaven
Or take the pills to hell
And I know it hurts..
Like.. "hell"?
Goodnight shadow
I know it looks like I'm ok
But look at my shadow
He feels the pain
He is the one who's sad
He is the one who cries
Not me,
I'm smiling
I feel ok
But look at my shadow..
That's the real me
I found myself
I can see it
But I can't get it
He is far away
But so close
He doesn't want to come back
He wants to go
He is always running away
But not to far
I can always see him
But never get him
I want him
I need him
To stay here
Just to feel anything
I feel empty
I feel lost
Lost in a world full of hate
Lost in my own body
He's just standing there
Always running from me
And if I wanna run
He follows me
If I wanna be alone
He is there
He's always there
But he is never with me
He is at me
Not with me
I need him with me
I need him to control myself
I need him to live
To be happy
But he doesn't want to be me
He wants his own life
He want to feel free
He want to be free
I hate him
I hate him for leaving me
He was never with me
He just where at me
He can be free
But he has to wait
Wait for me
For me to go
To take the train to heaven
Or take the pills to hell
And I know it hurts..
Like.. "hell"?
Goodnight shadow
Reacties op dit gedicht
| Lilytjun: | Zondag, januari 29, 2006 17:49 |
| heftig, maar eel schoon geschreven xxx |
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| RegenboogPrinsesElfje: | Zaterdag, december 17, 2005 20:23 |
| wow, is echt een supergedicht. Heel mooi neergezet. Kus | |
| *__Flower__!*: | Zaterdag, december 17, 2005 15:03 |
| heel mooi gedicht. je bent een schat white moon! dankje =) xxx *__flower__!* | |
| My Angel,,*: | Zaterdag, december 17, 2005 13:05 |
| Oeh mooi gedicht !! =O.. Dankje voor je reactie op mijn gedicht =) Doeg..*knffl |
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| mezelf...ik: | Zaterdag, december 17, 2005 12:00 |
| Mooi gedicht.. bedankt voor je reactie op mijn gedicht:).. Mijn doel heb ik al gevonden.. Knuf Tessa | |
| mamsiemomo: | Zaterdag, december 17, 2005 00:22 |
| Wow,....heel heftig gedicht, maar super neergezet. Be glad that you'll have that shadow,... it's a part of the real you..... take care,.. | |
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| Auteur: *white moon* | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: christina | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 17 december 2005 | ||
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