this is not really a poem... more a little story... just wanted to place it somewhere... thought maybe this is the right place to do that...
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Bad hope

It started just with a nice meeting
Just having fun
Then the first feelings came
Just couldn’t stop them

Other people thought it would turn out positive
More and more hope came
The hope felt not right
So I gave a part of the hope away

Then we’ve met again
A nice cold day
Strange air in the sky
Strange feelings came to me

The hope came back
At the same time the hope went away
Just too strange
Just too unreal

That one night changed everything again
Not much hope was left
That night was special and still so normal
I went away with a strange but nice feeling

Afterwards
The feelings came
The hope came
The doubt came

Still I must have followed my mind
I must have gave up the hope
But I followed my heart
And I let the hope in

Now I see the result
Hope died
Heart died
Believe in love died