Sitting on the bottom of a pit,
crying,
darkness surrounding me...

All alone,
with the emptyness as my only friend

My face is getting wetter and wetter.
Rivers of hate, loneliness and despare are flowing over my cheeks...

My arms are foulding around me,
making a shell for the outher world..
Hate it, don't want to come out...

Anger, loneliness,
just alone...

don't know what to do...
Can't climb out,
the walls are to steep.
feels like i'm not good enough for anything.
Who would want someone like me?
I'm a disgrace for my parents...
Their having such a painfull time allready...
Why should i bother them with my suffering?
Why doesn't anyone want to share it with me?
Why doesn't anyone want to take the time for it?
no, don't want to bother them with it, my problem.
No one elses.
My problem.