Dead...
That's how I wanna be...
That's how I use to be...
Voices whispering to me that people hate me...
That I can better kill myself...
...Lost in my own pain...
Will I ever be happy again...?
I hate to live...
...When I look in the mirror...
I see the real me...
...Tears are falling down...
Burning on the floor...
...I'm the loser...
Everyday without you...
Is a day without me...
Cause without you I'm nobody...
...I feel so worthless...
...I'm nothing...
And while I'm writing that...
I'm crying...
...Cause I'm so sick of thinking those things...
So tired of being here...
I'm hurting myself on the outside...
To try to kill the things on the inside...

Dear world...
...I just can't take it anymore...