Believe me my soul crumbles
Beneath my breast my heart bleeds
On my head I carry these burdens
Upon my shoulders all my problems sit
Look in my eyes you will see all the agony
My sorrow my miseries
In my mind I store my fondest memories
The ones I wish I could repeat
I lost what I wanted for eternity
Now falling asleep in an endless time of uncertainty
My sleeping has caused so much unhappiness
Now here I am alone with no one to hold
And no one to hold me
Maybe I’m weak but how can I be strong
When my very backbone has been broken
And my very energy cried out hard and long
The tears I have shed can flood a river
The pain I have felt could move a mountain
The lost I have experienced is greater than a thousand souls.
My life is empty, my soul it weeps my very inch of breath slowly
Day by day it is leaving me. I want one day that all of this to
Change but I’m afraid it will be too late.
Because here I am every night all day crying
And eventually will become displaced to even care about me.