[*D]ear diary,
[G]ot nobody to talk to,
Because I don't want to,
Because I'm not allowed.
[D]ear diary,
Can you keep my secrets,
Can you keep my thoughts?
[S]o I can remember,
And tell them when I can
[H]ow much pain and sorrow they've caused
In my tiny little life
[No] parents, friends or love
No hopes, not even dreams
[R]ight now I feel like crying
For myself, for this life.
[A]nd nobody understands this happy, everage girl I seem
I go to school and study hard
I go to friends, and party on
[B]ut then I come 'home'
In an empty place
Where ignorance is the key
[A]nd when I want tot talk
Cry out loud for all my sorrow
Everyone turns around,
And looks the other way.
[W]ork and school sucks,
Mum's away and fathers I hate,
My brother's too little,
And my boyfriend ran away
[M]y friends gossip, my family argues,
And now there's noone left but me.
[T]hat's why I turn to you, my dear diary.
To write it all down.
[S]o I will remember
And show them one fine day.
[How] they've made me feel
**[And how they've changed me]**
_~*Maybe in a good way..*~_
Geschreven: mei 2004 vlak nadat ik er achter kwam dat mijn ouders gingen scheiden, en mijn vriend het na 4 jaar uitmaakte. Wilde het toch graag nog eens publiceren.