I do not move,
I do not speak.
Could this be true?
It couldn’t be…
He said he loved me,
He said he cared.
But al along,
He never did.
He went for comfort,
To another girl.
He cheated on me,
With my dearest friend.
Every time I see him,
I imagine him with her.
And my heart breaks again,
And again, and again.
How could he have touched me,
After he had touched her?
How could he look me in the eyes,
And lie about everything?
I feel so dirty, I feel so alone,
I feel so left out, I feel so cold.
How will I ever be normal again?
How will I ever love?
I try to kill my inner pain,
With real pain.
Why did he do this?
Have I not jet suffered enough?
Before I found out,
He said that he loved me.
Before I found out,
He said that he cared.
He hugged me so tight,
He kissed me so loving.
I’ve I would have died that moment
I would have been happy…
But when I die now,
I will die in pain.