I did something stupid
I can’t return back to where i have been
I can’t rewind the clock, but i wan’t is so much
I feel ashame
I am not strong enough
Because it’s so though
When i tell my friends
I did it again
Will they turn their head away?
Will they not help me?
Will they do nothing?
Will they denie my feelings?
Don’t they want to look me in the eyes?
I will keep trying to stop
That isn’t lie
I don’t want to hurt my self
But it happend anuway
I need some help
But won’t i get it from you?
You’re the one i needed the most
And at the same time
You’re the one
Who iggnores my feelings
I thought you know the words
Friends forever
But i think
You just lied oure friendship
All together
Didn’t you see my scars?
Didn’t you see the blood on my knife?
Didn’t you see?
There is nothing left of me.
I am praying so badly
Good times will come
But God didn’t hear my prayers