I've yet to become the perfect victim of my destruction I've yet to see the holder of my silent dreams I've yet to feel the helping hand on my shoulder
If I told you that I never cared It I told you that I never could care Would you still hold the hand you do now
The crying storms perfectly fit my heart My breathing consious is left to the hate I tried to make you see I tried to be the perfect picture
I'd like to believe in a perfect tomorrow Without turning red and lose myself into anger The total eclipse has left me to bleed dry And I wonder of you never mind I wonder if you hold me to the end