I'm the girl near to perfection,
beautiful and sweet,
loving and careing,
but suicidal? Killed by love?
Broken hearted, but still in love?
Feeling dead all the time,
the girl that made him poems with how much she loved him, the girl that never cheated on him,
the girl that never really lyed to him,
the girl he knows everything about,
and nothing about?
The girl that knows everything about him, but still nothing?
The girl who is blinded, but still sees all?
The girl that's a poet in her heart, a writer in her mind, and never been herself in real life, except with him?
The girl thats free with him at her side, but prisoned by life?
The girl that wants to break free from all the lies,
the girl that wants to be loved, the girl that wants to be herself, the girl who would rather die, then live another day?
I'm just the girl everyone wants to see, and i'm the girl noone wants to see.
I'm the girl you love, but still the girl you hate.
The girl you feel pitty with, the girl with a mask.
The girl with scars on her body, and scars on her soul.
The girl that's abused by love, abused by hate, abused by so many things.
The girl that had theraphy,the girl that's almost anorexic.
The girl that shouldn't be alive,
the girl thats a mysterie for everyone around her,
but still an open book.
A girl that needs to tell her story,
and a girl that don't want to talk about her story.
She's a reflection in her mirror,she does what her heart says she shouldn't do.
She does what her mind says she should do. She is the person who cheated on herself, but still on noone.
She is the girl with a past,
she is the girl without a past..
She's the girl that wants to life,
but also the girl that wants to die.
The girl that screams to be herself,
but still the quiet person noone cares about.
She is the girl that pretends to be happy,
but is sad in her own heart..
She is the girl that is invisible,
she is the girl that is loved.
She is the girl she needs to be,
because others want to .
She cant be herself,
because she don't know who she is.
She took the wrong path long ago,
and is lost in her past.
Wondering who she is,
where she missed the right exit.
She is nothing,
she is everything,
She is confused,
but clear.
she is the girl with a pure heart,
with scars on it.
She is the girl that should be me,
but doesn't know which side she wants to be.
She is the girl you heared about,
the perfect daughter in law,
the worst daughter in life..
She is the nightmare,
and your wildest dream
She can dissapear,
she can appear..
But she still doesn't know who she is.
She is me.. but who is me?