It's mine,
but it isn't a crime,
cutting inmy veigns,
I'm searching for pain,
I don't am able to think,
only wish to sink,
in the river with streaming switchblades,
streaming under the red shade,
pain, come here,
I do, fear,
but don't drive me insane,
I just search for pain,
I keep,
no single sleep,
I wait,
in shade,
leave,
a leaf,
where you wrote on the back,
final words in black,
'stand in the rain,
wait for pain'.