They see a girl with shiny eyes
But do they look inside her soul
She laughs, she really really does
But inside her heart slowely dies
She talks and talks and is always happy
But is she really?
Why does nobody see inside her sould, inside her eyes
Fear of rejection
Fear of being alone
They all think i'm so happy
But i'm not
I really would like to show myself
But does it really matters
Don't think that someone cares
I'm just a girl, not less not more.
Wish I was pretty, that's for sure
They think I find myself quite pretty
But I don't
It's like I"m swallowed by my fat
'you're not fat'
right.. that makes me cry even more
i'm like a cow like a fucking fat something that's for sure
wish I was happy
wish I was skinny
Wish I was everything they expect me to be