Faking, all i ever do
even when i’m with you
faked smiles, faked laughs
faked everything

questions aren't asked
my real life is truly masked
but then i take a knife
start to cut in the things i didn't like
cut in everythiing i am, the relieve i feel when i cut
goes away as soon as the wounds start to heal
i try to cover up what i do, cut myself everyday

i can't take it i'm trough , no matter what i do
so i start cutting again in my wrist
cause i feel like the stain, i don't wanna exist
start writing a letter, that explains my feelings
my need for death to free my spirit
from this dying world
then i cut, see the blood running out of my veins
the red of my blood, it's stunning

it makes me glad to see  that my blood can be free
freedom i never had
i try to cover up what i do, cut myself everyday
i can’t take it ii’m trough, no matter what I do
i lie here in bed thinking my life is over
last seconds tick away
i see my blood  it’s all over the floor
my last breath i take it today
inhale and fade away, i pass out
lying on the floor, all i want to be dead
then you came around
you where the one, the one who found my dying body
my fadiing existence
life for me is done, you tried it all
but i was doomed, doomed to fall
i can’t take iit ii’m trough, no matter what ii do
i faked it all, even now when i fall
i faked a smile
so you’d remember me, maybe for a while
this is the night i’ve been dreaming of
no need to fight, goiing to the world above
feel no pain, no hate, no rage
never come back, that’s my fate

i can’t take it i’m trough, no matter what I do
i close my eyes, leave all the fears behind

ake my last breath
suddenly everything fades
i’m blind, darkness falls
and so do i