Black ink
Ink leaks out of the pencil
It contaminates my hands..
Crumbled papers are spread over the floor
My head rests in my hands, I cannot take it anymore
Heart skips a pace, sweat drips off my face
The fear inside consumes all
Feeling like I'm talking to a wall
The hate toughens the struggle
While the pain makes me crumble
I cannot take the lonelines and the stress
That's why I cannot find the right way to express
Perhaps that explains the inkspilling and the mess..
Fighting for so long,
Everything keeps going wrong
No one let's me be who I am,
Bringing me down whenever I try to stand
I feel like true love is gone man...
Watch myself trippin' at times I cannot take it
This life is senseless, my hands still shaking
watch myself in the mirror, watching me break it!
..Ink leaks out of the pencil
It contaminates my hands
It climbs up my arm
It flows over the crumbled papers, but does no harm
After that it drips of my neck, onto my back
Slowly everything will turn black
It covers me and all I wanted be
It covers the real me...
Until there's nothing left to see,
Until...I'm just a memory...