Writing, writing and writing
Trying to find out what I feel
Trying to find out what I mean to you
Wondering what she means to you
Starting to realise I have to make a decision
Or I tell you that I know
And maybe you say she means more
But then I know for sure
'Cause it's killing me
Not to know what I mean to you
I once loved 2 guys at the same time
So could I blaim him?
But why does he keeps it such a big secret?
That's what hurts so much
How could he lie to me like that?
Woudl he dump me when she sais yes?
Would he tell me if he kisses her or so?
It's killing me
I thought i was the only one
But I'm not and that hurts
Just wanna die
Then no-one can hurt me again!