Until better times

There she sites
smoking away her problems
and her live
telling herslef
that there is no one there for here
although she knows there is searching for someone
who takes care for her
some one who loves her
is always there for her
hoping to beloved
she just lights up the next one
is writing her story down
tryes to find out
what her live meanes
why her parents hurt her so much
wondering if they love her
like she love them
wondering where her love comes from
telling herself
that there is no reason to love them
although she knows there is
the ashtray
no more left
where shall i go to?
I don't want to move
until my mind is clear
until I feel strong enough
to fight against time
Until better times comes along