A few weeks they told me
And then you’ll have to wait
Before someone will help you
But what if that’s too late?
I don’t know
If I can hold on that long
I see myself falling
By that time I’ll be gone
It’s so hard
To ignore this feeling
And I’m not able to
In fact..it's too appealing
People are worried
I don’t know why
Just let me be
Don’t worry, I won’t die
Although it might look that way
If you look at what I do
I know you were upset
And it scares you too
You don’t understand it
Even though, you wanna help me
To be there when I need you
And I appreciate this, but don’t you see?
I can’t bother you with this
And even if I need to talk, I’ll ignore
My problems are my own
And I’m not gonna make you worry even more
Just the idea that people know
Makes me feel quilty and weak
For I am not the perfect girl
The girl I seek
Although I can’t take back
All the things I said
I won’t bother people anyone
From now on, just look ahead
A few weeks, and then just wait
You think it takes too long
I think so too
I fear I’m not that strong
So just go ahead
And let me be
I'll fight it on my own
For that is my destiny
And if I fail
If it all turns out wrong
Just remember that
This is were I belong
~sorry, beetje down gedicht, maar zo voel ik me nou eenmaal op dit moment..wat moet er in godsnaam allemaal gebeuren om hulp te krijgen?~