Crying together while I'm alone
But the tears are not my own
Because my tears are unknown
These ones I haven't shown
I've stolen this lonely tear
And I'm hiding it every year
Because alone I cannot bear
That's my only, lonely fear
Actually, I really can't cry
My eyes are always dry
Sometimes I want to die
But I don't want to say goodbye
I know I can't handle this pain
Wishing my tears were flooding like rain
Realizing in my brain
This makes me insane
Wish we were crying together
That makes the bad weather
And all our tears would gather
But I can't cry, so this was my letter
~ February 19, 2004 ~